Sunday, 5 June 2011
can you smile?
03:20
INFINITE- CAN YOU SMILE.

aku nak tanye la satu soalan.. saja, suka suka. boleh ke kau still smile apabila.......
nie dah nak dekat? serius, hari nie aku agak tension. dgn pagi nye chemistry for 3hours!! tapi still oke la kan, chems jah. aku pon agak agak sakai jah sbb xblaja g chapter tu kat skola. emm, pusing.. pastu balik uma, rush rush buat addmath.. tinggal suku g paper 1 nak ciap. then, mkn mkn, solat.. rush rush tuisyen physic pule at 2.30 pm. another 3 hours.. sakaii juga time bile aku salah jwb. sesungguh nya , aku agak tertekan dgn kehadiran insan bernama farhana tu sbb aku mmg xnak jupe dye pon lpas skola rmdh. tup tup jumpa. tapi aku buat buat x kenal. dye pon x igt aku da kot. whatever. nie pule aku nak menyambung buat addmath coz calculator kne pulang kat wanie sok. nak xnak.. paper 1 and 2 for 2009 and 2010 aku kene beres mlm nie g nak. aku da rancang elok elok.. aku gila gla nak ciap kan homework till tuesday. off korean . HAHA. sempat lagi aku pk? mmg dasar! sakai sakai. then, ai rabu, aku nak rest.. ;)
oke. till next time yo.
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Sunday, 21 November 2010
physic oh physic.
00:02



kenape physic? sape yg cipte physic nie?
mne datang? mne mereka dpt idea tentang physic?
mne ye nmpk physic? dalam kehidupan kite?
mane? mane? mane?
sob3. cdey gle ak bab physic, bkn ak xske,
just ble bab physic, i totally lost, nervous cam bangang je.
ntah pape la. tetibe jdi gabra je. sob3.
da la tuisyen, oke la. p yg xbesh nye,nape ak jupe ngan org yg paliiinngg ak xnak jupe dlm dunie nie. sob3. bkn ak gado pon ngan ye.
cume ble ad dye, ak rase tercabar. ak rase ak nie d tertawekan dye.
dye umpama memperlekehkan kebolehan ak. argghhh!
asal tuisyen je, ad dye. knape? knape?
da la physic xd.., i made a lot of mistakes!!!
sob3. my spirit just gone sommewhere else when it come to me for physic.
not i hate it, i love it, but they said, physic just application in our lifes, so it'll be easy?
EASY? dude, i cant application it in my life , it's sooo whatever!
and suddenly, ak takut cam nak mati nie bab result final ak,
ak rse ak bole la jwb, tapi ak takot. stress ak kembali.
good. soooo good. sob3.
tommorrow, continue with addmath class in the morning, it's oke.
addmath still oke for me. loveee it soo musch.
but! there are a lot of homework nedd to be done immediately.
kyaaaaaa!!! insyaAllah, i'll try my best.
insyaAllah i'll try to complete it.
gosh, homework bio ak baru chapter 4, xpe, pelan2.
cool. jgn stress, buat slow2, biar pham btol3.
then, physic class in the evening. chapter 2, good!
so goood, ak nie da la xbape nak ingat mne nie. nape la xajar heat ke? force and pressure ke? light ke? wave ke? radiation ke? ekehh, mende tu ak da oke la, baek le blaja yg xbrape nak oke. enis2, pikirrr panjang!
but the worst part is i have to see UMI again, kyaaa!!!
xmau. xmau. xmau. but i have too. =(
ok guys, till next time. need to go to complete my homework. =]
i mean loooooooooooot of homework need to be done immediately in this week.
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Saturday, 20 November 2010
study, oke la. alhamdulillah.
04:03
alhamdulillah, ;)
ai nie perkembangan berlaku buat diri ak, ahha.
bgun, still bese, lambat gle, p bgun2, kire oke la terus memulakan ai dgn study,
waa, gua sendiri xcaye luu. ahha.
mule2, ak siapkan bio, chapter 2, insyaAllah, ley cover da kot.
ak cube, mne ley mengalah sblom usha kn,
lepas tu, ak p addmath, pada petang nye,
pergghhh, seharian petang ak buat addmath,
best siott, ahha. best ah ak ckp, sbb addmath xde le boring.
ye memerlukan kpale otak nie utk berfikir. berfikir dan berfikir.
ahha, dlm time yg same, ak melantak. pizza la, minum air la, sweets la,
ap nak jdi ak nie, ahha.
kire lps nie ak nak buat physic, insyaAllah.
tgop chemistry jap, then buat bio sket. insyaAllah.
bak fb tu, ntah la, ak nak jauh kn diri drpd fb.
blog? emm, tgop la. insyaAllah, law ak mls, ak update. ahha.
oke le, need to go le. nak buat physic, actually preparation for tuition tomorrow.
next morning, at 8.30 a.m need to go cikgu mar's class, addmathh class.
at 2.00 p.m , physic class. oke la. insyaAllah, i'm getting serious now.
so, oke. wanna out, till next time. =]
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ai nie perkembangan berlaku buat diri ak, ahha.
bgun, still bese, lambat gle, p bgun2, kire oke la terus memulakan ai dgn study,
waa, gua sendiri xcaye luu. ahha.
mule2, ak siapkan bio, chapter 2, insyaAllah, ley cover da kot.
ak cube, mne ley mengalah sblom usha kn,
lepas tu, ak p addmath, pada petang nye,
pergghhh, seharian petang ak buat addmath,
best siott, ahha. best ah ak ckp, sbb addmath xde le boring.
ye memerlukan kpale otak nie utk berfikir. berfikir dan berfikir.
ahha, dlm time yg same, ak melantak. pizza la, minum air la, sweets la,
ap nak jdi ak nie, ahha.
kire lps nie ak nak buat physic, insyaAllah.
tgop chemistry jap, then buat bio sket. insyaAllah.
bak fb tu, ntah la, ak nak jauh kn diri drpd fb.
blog? emm, tgop la. insyaAllah, law ak mls, ak update. ahha.
oke le, need to go le. nak buat physic, actually preparation for tuition tomorrow.
next morning, at 8.30 a.m need to go cikgu mar's class, addmathh class.
at 2.00 p.m , physic class. oke la. insyaAllah, i'm getting serious now.
so, oke. wanna out, till next time. =]
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Thursday, 18 November 2010
ooooooo lala.
02:59
ahha, not much to say,
my mission to accomplish my homework,
oke la, english? done.
pai? umm, on the way, ahha. 40 % done, guess so.
chemistry? ahha, dont start yet, maybe next morning.
bio? kyaaa! after chemistry, or on saturday. ahha.
oke, need to go, ;)
p/s : nak g uma chu wan nie, dgn prkataan makanan, energy ak bertambah secara luar bese, da la xd ak da melantak kat dapor, ap kne ngan ak nie, ahha.



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my mission to accomplish my homework,
oke la, english? done.
pai? umm, on the way, ahha. 40 % done, guess so.
chemistry? ahha, dont start yet, maybe next morning.
bio? kyaaa! after chemistry, or on saturday. ahha.
oke, need to go, ;)
p/s : nak g uma chu wan nie, dgn prkataan makanan, energy ak bertambah secara luar bese, da la xd ak da melantak kat dapor, ap kne ngan ak nie, ahha.



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Wednesday, 17 November 2010
for weirdos, but i'm totally obsessed , ;)
05:34
Sunday, 14 November 2010
02:35

World University Rankings
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5 University of California, Berkeley (UCB),United States
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Friday, 18 June 2010
goodbye o.0
10:58

it's hard to say goodbye,
goodbye to home sweet home,
goodbye to beloved family + friends,
hard to say goodbye to merbok,
and hello besut. ;D
although it's hard to say goodbye,
but i must keep moving forward,
no matter what happen..
just going through..
keep in mind,
straight A+'s for SPM..
focus in my study,
doesn't matter which mrsm.,
where it is..,
it will be the same,
maybe..,hope so. ;D
so,that's all for my last post..
until school holidays will be back again!
can't wait..! haha.
till next time guys. =]
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Tuesday, 15 June 2010
silence..
06:49
hari nie ak moody.. dari pagi hingga la ptg xd. ak pon xtaw nape. tapi yg ak rse bt skunk nie bt kn ak sgt terbeban.. beban yg ak xtaw nak selesai kn camne. dan ak rse ak amat la benci pde diri sndri. useless,eyh? emm..the truth..sape yg xkn jeles dgn dye kn? dye cukup sempurna..kehadiran nye sentiasa d nnt kan teman2 ku yg len.. kerna diri nya cukup sempurna.. siapa lah ak kalau nak d banding kan dgn dia. dgn kehadiran pada hari itu..ak terus tenggelam.. walaupun ak cuba.. cuba utk berkelakuan sopan.. namun diri nie sentiasa d pandang serong.. apakah salah ku? mengapa mereka tidak bisa melayani ku sebagaimana mereka melayani c dye.. apakah ak d mata mereka? ak cukup kecewa.. kecewa kerna mereka? tidaakk.. kecewa dgn diri ak sendiri.. ak xtaw camne nak ilang kan perasaan nie.. ak ckup cdeyh + sunyi.. tiada siapa yg mengerti.. dan tiada tempat utk ak mengadu.. i'm all alone..
pada ketika ini..ape yg mampu ak laku kan? berkurung dlm bilik? yea..ak suke berkurung sehingge kn mak ak risau tgop keadaan ak yg xnormal nie. namun,ak memerlukan mse sendirian.. sendirian..,tiada siapa yg mengerti erti kesunyian kecuali bgi mereka yg telah melalui nya. ak? bagaimana dgn ak? adakah ak melalui nya? ya,suda. cukup perit. sehingge tidak terucap dgn kata2. hanya parut yg tggal dlm diri sendiri yg xmampu d erti kan oleh org lain yg hanya mampu melihat.. tetapi tidak merasai nya. namun..,ak masih ad sahabat yg sentiasa dgn ak.. xkira ketika ak gembira mahupun dlm duka.. "BOOKS"=friend that'll never betray you + be always by your side.. ;D i dont care what people will say.. i'm the bookworm? so what? at least..i have true friend..BOOKs.. although people think i'm insane.. nop! for me..it's better to have BOOKs as friend otherwise i will be lonely forever.. beacause i'm not like "YOU"..

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pada ketika ini..ape yg mampu ak laku kan? berkurung dlm bilik? yea..ak suke berkurung sehingge kn mak ak risau tgop keadaan ak yg xnormal nie. namun,ak memerlukan mse sendirian.. sendirian..,tiada siapa yg mengerti erti kesunyian kecuali bgi mereka yg telah melalui nya. ak? bagaimana dgn ak? adakah ak melalui nya? ya,suda. cukup perit. sehingge tidak terucap dgn kata2. hanya parut yg tggal dlm diri sendiri yg xmampu d erti kan oleh org lain yg hanya mampu melihat.. tetapi tidak merasai nya. namun..,ak masih ad sahabat yg sentiasa dgn ak.. xkira ketika ak gembira mahupun dlm duka.. "BOOKS"=friend that'll never betray you + be always by your side.. ;D i dont care what people will say.. i'm the bookworm? so what? at least..i have true friend..BOOKs.. although people think i'm insane.. nop! for me..it's better to have BOOKs as friend otherwise i will be lonely forever.. beacause i'm not like "YOU"..

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Thursday, 10 June 2010
homework..working on..
23:34
gosh! a lot of homework to do! hehe. mom still keep "pot..pet..pot..pot.." asking me to finish my homework.. and i said "alright mom..be cool..i need some rest..,then i'll finish my jobs k.." but she keep asking me to do my homework.. oh gosh! soo..,i'm working on.. haha. i have finished chemistry. haha.
nowdays..i'm thinking about something..something that i cant write or describe..actually i still dont know why i have to think about it. it just..speechless! its really freaking me out cause thats matter always in my mind. i tell myself "stop thinking about it..doesn't matter.,not important for now.." but another time.. "yes!it's important! maybe not now..,but my future it is..,right?" then,i keep thats matter in my mind. well.,i cant write it in this blog...,it just complicated.. haha. stop talking about this nonsense!
i'm waiting my niece + nephew come home toninght.. bit ecxited.. (: long time no see them.. they are in gred 3,i think.. time really flies! yup,time really flies! i'm 16 this year? gosh! i'm old,growing up..,should be matured,right? haha. well,i dont want all that for now. just wanna living my life to be kanak2 ribena..but what i'll be just a monsterr!! raagghhhhhh!! no humor..to focus in study..be nerd student..not mingle,just love to be alone.. thats why i think i'm a monsterr..sometimes,people afraid of me.. what? that just the way i could be focus on my study.. but terrible things happen. they should not judge someone ig they do not about someone,right? useless,i told people to not do it..but i'm still judging them.. what wrong with him/her? why he/she act like stupid? i hate too..but it just come in my mind. i have judge people without knowing their truth behave right? soo..,i'm just the same. lolz..keep saying to them..but i still keep doing that things.. nothing,but useless!
about him...hp off! too sick to care about it. well,i will text..text..and texting..homework..?no done! haha. just let it off..,i guess.. well,in my life..not just about him i have to focus.. but he will be the one i should care..and bla bla.. haha. sometimes,this make me thinking..why i did this? why? how about the past? how it will be the same..happened just like what happened to me? i promise myself,not to do this again,right? soo..,why i have did this again.. because i wanna someone love me to be myside..,care about me.. but it'll be last? last forever? cause i'm not by his side anymore..there's miles between us.. very far apart.. hmm..,jerk things! make me sick! dont wanna think about it. haha. well,i never let you go..,cause you're mine.. (:

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nowdays..i'm thinking about something..something that i cant write or describe..actually i still dont know why i have to think about it. it just..speechless! its really freaking me out cause thats matter always in my mind. i tell myself "stop thinking about it..doesn't matter.,not important for now.." but another time.. "yes!it's important! maybe not now..,but my future it is..,right?" then,i keep thats matter in my mind. well.,i cant write it in this blog...,it just complicated.. haha. stop talking about this nonsense!
i'm waiting my niece + nephew come home toninght.. bit ecxited.. (: long time no see them.. they are in gred 3,i think.. time really flies! yup,time really flies! i'm 16 this year? gosh! i'm old,growing up..,should be matured,right? haha. well,i dont want all that for now. just wanna living my life to be kanak2 ribena..but what i'll be just a monsterr!! raagghhhhhh!! no humor..to focus in study..be nerd student..not mingle,just love to be alone.. thats why i think i'm a monsterr..sometimes,people afraid of me.. what? that just the way i could be focus on my study.. but terrible things happen. they should not judge someone ig they do not about someone,right? useless,i told people to not do it..but i'm still judging them.. what wrong with him/her? why he/she act like stupid? i hate too..but it just come in my mind. i have judge people without knowing their truth behave right? soo..,i'm just the same. lolz..keep saying to them..but i still keep doing that things.. nothing,but useless!
about him...hp off! too sick to care about it. well,i will text..text..and texting..homework..?no done! haha. just let it off..,i guess.. well,in my life..not just about him i have to focus.. but he will be the one i should care..and bla bla.. haha. sometimes,this make me thinking..why i did this? why? how about the past? how it will be the same..happened just like what happened to me? i promise myself,not to do this again,right? soo..,why i have did this again.. because i wanna someone love me to be myside..,care about me.. but it'll be last? last forever? cause i'm not by his side anymore..there's miles between us.. very far apart.. hmm..,jerk things! make me sick! dont wanna think about it. haha. well,i never let you go..,cause you're mine.. (:

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