it's hard to forget something that give you a great memory,
when you try hard enough to forget it,
but you just can't do it,
you pretend to all people around you that the situation just fine,
like nothing happen, and the things are good,
but sometime, although you can lie people all around,
but honestly, you cant lie to yourself,
because it give you a pain,
pain where no one can see it, no one can really understand what you been through,
and this pain hurt you a lot,
for every breath that you take,
yes, people may say "enis, please dont overreact oke?"
and i am not,
sometime i feel so alone, because my biggest stupid decision,
and i regret for what i have done, for what i have let gone,
i know i cant have it back, and i should be grateful for what i have now,
yes, i do, i really do, but there are the time that i cant stand for all these,
it's not easy for me, and i'm tired of it,
what you gonna do if there are things that you like to forget it, avoid it,
but everytime you online to facebook,
all you can see all these things that you like to avoid and really try hard to forget it,
yes, for every pictures that they captured, its hurt me a lot,
because it makes me remember the people that i want to undo from my life,
but not easy as the words can say it, because of what?
because i love them, and i have the feeling for the one,
and for overall, the picture hurt me,

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huh? munafik? bwp merbok? huh?
nape nie? tu la ak dgar daripada salah seorang sahabat baek ak d jauh nun,merbok..
mengapa seperti ad satu spekulasi? emmm.,
ak taw syuk jadi badar.., tapi sejak ble badar ngan bwp seperti x se gu ngan bwp..
se igt ak,semase pucuk pimpinan oleh akak,ngan abg2 kat sne.., ok jah.
tapi mengapa stelah pucuk pimpinan berarah pade batch form4,sume nye perlu vrubah? mengapa keamanan yg telah d cipta x ley bertahan?
apakah yg d erti kan dgn munafik bgi syuk? mengapa syuk enggan mengulas nye secara lanjut?
walaupun hal nie x bermakne buat ku,kerna ak bukan lagi ahli keluarga merbok..,
namun..,penting juga buat ku..
kernak ak pernah menjadi ahli nya..
begitu juhga kepentingan bersahabat.. syuk merupakan sahabat baek ku..
begitu juga si dia,turut merangkumi jawatan sbgai pres bwp..
mengapa perlu nye ad percanggahan? emmm..,
namun ak percaye pade syukk.., syuk x mungkin berdusta..
dan kepercayaan ak juga berkurang pade si dia..,
jadi konklusi nye ak menunggu cerita yg seberna nya drpd syuk.......

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emm...da lame ak x mengupdate kn blog nie. ye ah,camne nak update? ak kn da duk kat hostel skunk a.k.a penjare.. tapi..penjare yg penuh suka duka yg banyak memberi kenangan yg terindah dalam hidup nie yg x mampu ak capai jika ak hanya la seorang pelajar kementerian.. namun,ini bermakna bukan lah ak memperlekehkan pelajar kementerian. bagi ak,di mane2 je kita tuntut ilmu..,same jah. yg membezakan adalah usha kita untuk menuntut ilmu. mase begitu pantas berlalu..,walaupun pada mula nya ak menganggap hidup ak d mrsm merbok umpama pisau yg merobek hati ku.. betape pedih + perit ak lalui kerna ak sukar menerima keadaan yg ak xterpakse melepaskn sahabat2 yg begitu akrab dgn ku d skola sery. tapi..baru ak sedar..seberna nya hidup ini bukan lah tuk suatu kelompok yg kecil..we need to keep moving forward to find the meaningfull moment in our life..do we? sometimes,i am thinking..why i dont feel like this for the beginning? mengapa kita selalu harus lepas kn setelah kita menyanyangi nya? MRSM MERBOK..sesuatu yg sungguh bermakne dlm hidup ak. memberi bnyk kenangan yg cukup indah..sangat indah. hingga membuat diri ini sedih untuk melepas kan nya.

4 IBN NAFIZ..dont know why..but i love this class more than 4 SAINS HAYAT kot.. haha. cool2,geng2 sery. haha. ye la,camne ak xsyg..hampir lbey drpd separuh hari ak dduk kat kls tu..study..,men2..,mkn..kdg2 tito.. haha. syuk,ak still igt ak tertito mse bt physics ai tuh.. haha. thanks abeh kejut kan ak. haha. ak pon xtaw la camne ak ley tertito mse bt physics..maybe bt soklan,xdpt2..bt kn ak sakit aty..ak pon tito..haha. selamba badak jah. p yg plg best..duk sesorang study lam kls ah. law ad geng2 best gak..p fokus susa ah skit..bsing..haha. dak2 nafiz kn dak2 rebina..terutama yana + marlia. haha. p korang best ah..law xde korang..kompem sunyi..haha. NAFIZ the BEST! haha. oo..kat ungku..,xyah la nak jeles kat kls bajjah. mmg la dye org cool jah..p xkurang ngan kls kite kn? (:

4 IBN NAFIZ
BOYS
syuib
[sorg kwn badar kite..seorg yg rajin study..siyes,mmg rajin abeh! haha. teros kn usha syuib! ak sokong kau. (: ]
zul
[siyes,tinggi gile mamat nie. sume org ckp ko nie macho aa..ye ke? haha. bley la. tapi,ko mmg baek. seronok kwn ngan ko. ]
ajol
[perghh..nie ah clone satria. haha. sebijik la gak. jol,xley da la nop tgop keserius hang study lps nie. haha. ko pon ak tgop rjin study..geng duk lam kls eh. haha. (: ]
faiz
[senang cter..ko sempoi abeh! haha. ]
apek
[mamat encem ah lam kls tu bak kate ckgu rozaidi.. haha. pape,ko cool. ]
afiq
[kate nak blanje ak mkn? xblanje2 pon.. haha. ]
danial
[pres homeroom yg the best ah. mmg kwn yg baek gle,siyes,xtpu. haha. seorg yg btanggujwb. sgt baek..,seronok kwn ngan ko. (: ]
adi
[tinggi mamat nie. pndai men gitar! big applause! haha. ]
iman
[ok,seronok knal ko. ]
muaz
[mamat yg duk tepi tingkap eh. haha. skali tgop,cam brangan pon ad. haha. ko sempoi gle. haha. ]
pa'an
[pa'an,jln betol2 ley? haha.]
acap
[no komen]
naim
[fuhh..bersemangat tinggi! caya ah. tabik spring tuk naim. haha. ]
aliff
[mamat yg paling nerd ak pernah jumpa dlm hidup nie. haha. p ok la dpt kwn ko..]
ati
[cool.cool.cool.cool. abeh! pling friendly ahh. hahaha. (: ]

GIRLS
syafika
[aleem..mak aih,minah nie pndai physics..perghh,tabiik kat ko! haha. ]
ziQah
[skali tgop cam agnes monika..2 kali tgop cam org korea..cun abeh! haha. ]
najlaa
[ok..baek,cume xbnyk sgt ckp ngan ak..xtaw la. maybe ye takot ngan ak kot. haha.]
tuti
[suke ko punye rambut! unik! haha.]
nabihah
[ok,seronok dpt knal.]
marlia
[dak rebina..kdg2 kelakar gak tgop ko marlia,cam dak sewel hah..p siyes,sronok ad kwn cam ko. haha. ]
dibah
[dibah,rhsie ttp rhsie eh walau ak xde da kat merbok..haha. Mr.D? XD ]
izyee
[dak genius..tgop selamba badak jah study nye..p bjak..jeles abeh kat ko. haha. ]
ungku
[okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!]
ika
[gle2. slalu bt gle2. pening ak tgop ko ika oiit! haha. ]
"aku"
[monsterrrrrrrrrr! haha. XD ]
faten
[siyes ckp,ko mmg kwn yg sgt baek kat sne..syg abeh kat ko. thanks sbb care psl ak. syg ko! (: ]
shaa
[xley da nop tgop pipi tembam ko. haha.]
yana
[gle3..ajol ckp,ko bkn pompuan..haha. ak pon xpham ape mkne nye..haha. ]

tu la skit sebanyak tntg KAMI 4 IBN NAFIZ.. haha. banyak g nak cter eh.. sal dak kls bajjah,kn syuk,shah kn? hahaha. anyway.. t la ak smbung cter sal dye org. tangan nie bgitu mls nak menaip. sbb ak nak mkn! lapaq abeh. haha. perghhh.. ak xstudy g physics..sok da la ad kls physics..mak aih..malas menguasai diri ku. haha. yay! sok ad camp kat uma ckgu nisah. nak enjoy abeh coz lps ai tu kne fokus abeh blaja. jnji da kat mummy! heh! k..till next time dos! haha. (;

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