Friday, 15 January 2010
disenchanted... :( 02:53
my heart has broken.. broke into pieces..
this isn't what i want.. i know it was my fault..
i'm hoping too much..
ak x dapat masuk ke SBP..
x dapat! x dapat!
and the most important thing right now..
dia orang mesti kecewa gle sbb ak x dapat twaran tux msuk ke SBP tu..
my dad said to me..
"harap farah dpt la tawaran tux msuk ke mrsm ye"
i know in their deep heart.. they're sad!
sad! sad! sad! disenchanted!!!!
but what i can do?
insyaAllah..hope ak dpt la msuk ke mrsm..
bnyk kn berdoa pada-Nya..
i will not give!!! NEVER!!
getting in form4..
really made me depressed and going crazy!
sometimes..i didn't catch up easily when the teachers tought me.
especially biology and chemistry..
a little bit in mathematics too..
but addmaths..i'm really understand it..
easier than these 3 subjects..
but mathematics..getting well..
i just need to struggule in bio and chemistry..
OH NO! became worse!
i got this news just now..
NUR AMIRA NADZRI bjaye mndapat twaran..
ke skola yg dax2 bjak saja d situ..
and i??? i cant stop crying..
all this time..
i had tried to beat her..
tapi ak tetap x setanding dye..
dari skola rendah lagi...
ak x dapat,tapi dye dapat..
she got it! she got it!
and that all the matter for right now!
i'm so sad..sad! sad! sad!
especially when my parents getting upset..
farah x dapat..
i didnt get it...
no one knows how i feel right now..
so sad.. ):
my best friend,syaqila..
dye dpt utk pergi ke SBPI BATU RAKIT..
she told me to be strong..
U'RE NOT WEAK!
YES,I AM NOT!
but i still cant stop crying..
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